the falconer

An old poem. For no rea­son.
                                                            
They have kept me hun­gry
so I’d come back.
They took off my hood and I was blind­ed
                                                            
Then the air
the olive or­chards.
                                                            
I rose high
There – my fal­con­er,
our glove,
the don­key,
the farm,
the smell of the riv­er,
the shake of the dog.
                              
I cir­cled out far­ther
and be­low me – just then –
the olive or­chards turned to stone, went flat, grew hous­es
the crick­ets stopped their singing
and the creek had lost its frogs
the hous­es gath­ered in cir­cles and moved clos­er
the hous­es moved tighter
the chil­dren grew taller
the chil­dren grew wider
and dis­ap­peared in­side the hous­es
that grew big­ger
that grew wider
that stopped their mu­sic
and the creek had lost its tad­poles
​
I was cir­cling
and
drift­ing
The fog lift­ed for­ev­er.
The oats went dull and bent un­der pave­ment.
The pave­ment filled with met­al.
light from it blind­ed me
this high up
and from it rose the sound
of noth­ing
​
I cir­cled high­er
and could not see
and could not breathe
​
I nav­i­gat­ed by hunger
I nav­i­gat­ed by hill shape
I want­ed to re­turn
to where the per­sim­mons were
were the pea­cock was
where the don­key chewed the fence
where the fal­con­er had been wait­ing for me
his strong arm out­stretched.
but I found
no dirt
no hand
no glove
no keep­er
no one wait­ing
no trem­bling prey and van­ish­ing tail
no sweet barn and board
on which to fold my wings,
tuck my head
and rest
​
no one who re­mem­bered
let­ting me go.

—lau­ra hohlwein

Flom­mist Lau­ra Hohlwein is a con­tem­po­rary ab­stract sur­re­al­ist. Copy­right © Lau­ra Hohlwein.

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