An old poem. For no reason.
They have kept me hungry
so I’d come back.
They took off my hood and I was blinded
Then the air
the olive orchards.
I rose high
There – my falconer,
our glove,
the donkey,
the farm,
the smell of the river,
the shake of the dog.
I circled out farther
and below me – just then –
the olive orchards turned to stone, went flat, grew houses
the crickets stopped their singing
and the creek had lost its frogs
the houses gathered in circles and moved closer
the houses moved tighter
the children grew taller
the children grew wider
and disappeared inside the houses
that grew bigger
that grew wider
that stopped their music
and the creek had lost its tadpoles
I was circling
and
drifting
The fog lifted forever.
The oats went dull and bent under pavement.
The pavement filled with metal.
light from it blinded me
this high up
and from it rose the sound
of nothing
I circled higher
and could not see
and could not breathe
I navigated by hunger
I navigated by hill shape
I wanted to return
to where the persimmons were
were the peacock was
where the donkey chewed the fence
where the falconer had been waiting for me
his strong arm outstretched.
but I found
no dirt
no hand
no glove
no keeper
no one waiting
no trembling prey and vanishing tail
no sweet barn and board
on which to fold my wings,
tuck my head
and rest
no one who remembered
letting me go.
—laura hohlwein
Flommist Laura Hohlwein is a contemporary abstract surrealist. Copyright © Laura Hohlwein.
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