my open letter to pyschiatry

you should try to read Satyri­con lyrics some time
i mean i write them
that looks oc­cult prob­a­bly be­cause it is
now you say in your brochures some­one who WOULD be into the oc­cult MIGHT be psychotic
but this en­tire­ly meant as. IF you do THAT as an in­di­vid­ual, you are kind­ly in­vit­ed to come here as a dis­turbed person.
Now you did­n’t catch them all
you catched me.
But fun­ny enough i con­sid­er more things oc­cult be­tween here and any­where or wher­ev­er it is
anyway
You do NOT have a sci­en­tif­ic no­tion, you TREAT it, apart of a SCI­ENCE be­cause you FEAR it.
Why do you fear it?
It’s your worst nightmare.
a goth­ic cas­tle, a grave­yard, an an­gel. Vi­sions, man­i­fes­ta­tions, mir­a­cles, ex­tra­or­di­nary, megalomania
it’s all there
and yet you only catched a few of us
of which i’m the only one who came in voluntarily.
And of which i’m not the only one who also says thank you for your pills.

A poem en­ti­tled the slay­ing of the fearful
Well it is true that in all black met­al no sword ever moved, it was all pic­tures, ze­rox­es, pho­tog­ra­phy, what is it called you now, freeze frames, mo­ments, sec­onds. If black met­al is not dead it would be won­der­ous to see each of these frames lash out, come to life, a lit­tle nudge to the cam­era, see if they move, see what re­acts. It’s like the Egypt­ian sculp­tures, slow­ly, per­spec­tive in move­ment of the sculp­tures be­came, or the re­naissence, where per­spec­tive the depth in paint­ing was com­plet­ed, the per­fec­tion, the ro­man­tic height of po­et­ic pur­ples in de­pic­tion, we AL­WAYS had!!

I mean do you ac­tu­al­ly study black met­al lo­gos or browse at all?
Now if i had a mili­tia of 20 bands al­ready (it was more like forty, that’s some 50,000 peo­ple at least)

and we did nothing
if i plan on a mili­tia of ALL bands
I even lost count, check my playlist the best 24 in live per­for­mence, i mean its cool to see
(i tend to aim high­er and nev­er go back)
i mean we will do NOTHING
but at what point are you go­ing to act the way you do when we all sol­lic­it for our room?
is this the way we should be treated?
is this the amount of fat you want on a hu­man being?
If thought i was funny
it will get a whole lot fun­nier soon
i mean i been speak­ing to you alone for a long time
but it’s not im­pos­si­ble to counter your gos­sip and erot­ic brav­ery with some com­mon no­tions and some­thing of a guild spir­it of US?
SEE?

Now DO you have ac­tu­al fun in music?
Do you ac­tu­al­ly want to brain­wash people?
DO you ac­tu­al­ly care?
CAN your psy­chi­a­trist tell me
“it’s good to hear your voice.”
like one of my artists would tell me.
“I’m glad to fi­nal­ly hear you” like he said; CAN you hold a nor­mal conversation?

I mean Sci­en­tol­ogy has a hi­er­ar­chy from the top
You have a hi­er­ar­chy from the bot­tom down you DO re­al­ize that right?

Now what are you go­ing to say to these people?
NAME
they can give ANY name
as i can by the way
IF THEY GIVE YOU SOMETHING
you say
thank you very much
IF YOU BUL­LIED THEM
you say
Sor­ry this will not hap­pen again
i will see to more com­fort for you what is it we can do for you
i will see that every­thing is arranged
When you con­de­scend­ed them
You beat YOUR­SELF, or you POKE, YOUR­SELF an eye out, i trust we don’t need such fleshy and gut­tur­al dis­tur­bances then i mean
YOU’RE NOT PSY­CHOT­IC ARE YOU?
YOU DON’T HAVE A PROB­LEM MUCH?
YOU ARE OPEN TO OTH­ER BUT SUB­JEC­TIVE OPINIONS?
that would con­sti­tute a Kant­ian rev­o­lu­tion in SCI­ENCE right?
SOME­THING PROFOUND
al­ready embedded
an evo­lu­tion perhaps?
a shift in culture
where you deemed so safe
it does­n’t look so safe no more with the death of the WORLD be­fore you and the rag­ing tor­ments of WINDS of majesty be­hind you does it?
WINDS
WINDS occult
NOT EVIL
YOU ARE EVIL
YOU ACT
you ARE FLESH
WE ARE POETS
WE ARE WIND
now you will SUB­MIT TO BEAUTY
to care­ful consideration.

TO A TRIV­IAL BIT OF WALL PAPER
psy­chi­a­try MMXIIX
“i don’t care for a bit of wall pa­per here i just care about refugees”
then you are in the wrong business
i po­lite­ly said WALL PAPER
i AL­WAYS RE­MAIN POLITE
YOU DO NOT AL­WAYS RE­MAIN AS IS PRAC­TICED FREQUENTLY???
CAN I ASK AND BEG YOU FOR?
DID YOU EVER BEG?

psy­chi­a­try so­cial service
“es­thet­ics is not part of mod­ern prob­lems or so­ci­etal is­sues, it is not at its essence”
i phrased that nice­ly for him as he is poor with words like that.
I SAID IT IS
I DIDN’T SAY IT WASN’T
AS A SO­CIAL SERVANT
YOU LISTEN
YOU TAKE IT IN
YOU HAVE NO BUSI­NESS OR­DER­ING ME AROUND
I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU THINK IS THE IS­SUE TODAY
I SAY IT’S POETRY
he will say, my alien brain can not ac­cept that.
I don’t know what he would say
SHUT UP
I DON’T CARE
BE POLITE
CONSIDERATE
ABSORB
LEARN

It’s clear that i have wit­ness­es every­where on the cor­rect pro­ce­dures of all of this
i have too many wit­ness­es and ALL my tri­als ARE PUBLIC
I DON’T NEED A CURTAIN
I DON’T NEED LOCKED DOORS
I DON’T NEED THE FEAR OF SOME­ONE STEAL­ING MEDICATION
I DON’T NEED THE FEAR OF SOME­ONE NOT ASK­ING HUM­BLE AND EN­TIRE­LY WITH­OUT DE­FUNC­TION? FOR THE FUCK­ING LAUN­DRY DUTY?
AND OPEN THIS FUCK­ING DOOR
AND PUSH THIS FUCK­ING DOOR BELL
AND ASK A NAME THERE
IF A RIT­U­AL, IS IN A BELL I CAN DAMN WELL PER­FORM, ANY NAME I BLOODY WELL WANT
I DON’T NEED you to PA­TRON­IZE me
I DON’T NEED you to ANSWER
i JUST WANT you to OPEN THE DOOR
I NEED TO BE FREE
NOT YOU
YOU HAVE YOUR SERVICE
I SAID I WAS NO GOOD TO BE A BEGGAR
I SAID I WOULD SCULPT A ART NOU­VEAU LAMP POST BUT YOU DON’T WANT IT
I SCULPT­ED COM­PUT­ERS YOU SAID I WAS INSANE
IT’S ART
I NEED TO BE RIGHT?
NOT YOU

psy­chi­a­try MMIX about
“pa­tient; i see an­gels, sa­tan is here, he is in disguise”
“don’t tell any­one i said that”
i want­ed to record it but was too late, maybe would be good for a black met­al in­tro lol.
THANK GOD, FOR WON­DER­FUL PEOPLE
WHO DARE TO SPEAK
WHO DARE TO DREAM
WHO DON’T BACK DOWN
WHO ARE RE­SERVED OVER SUCH NAMES
WHO ARE BUL­LIED BY YOU?
PERHAPS?
MAYBE NEVER?
MAYBE HE SEES NONE THE LESS AS SOME­THING LIKE THAT COULD NOT BE PUBLISHED
WOULD BE LOCKED UP?
WOUlD BE SORT OF OUT OF PLACE?
DO YOU EVER FEEL OUT OF PLACE?

this can be con­sid­ered an open let­ter to psy­chi­a­try as i have
FIVE PUB­LIC WIT­NESS­ES READ­ING DER TUNG
ONE CON­NECT­ED TO A MAG­A­ZINE OF THOU­SANDS OF CON­NECT­ED BANDS
in which i ad­ver­tise by the way, you want to buy an issue?
ONE CON­NECT­ED TO SOME DOZENS OF ARTISTS WHO KEEP AN EYE OUT
they find each oth­er faster then you think when some­thing is fishy.
ONE PRO­GRAM­MER WHO IS CON­NECT­ED TO HACKERS

and more witnesses
YOU WANT TO BE FEL­LOW WITNESS
i have a pro­file of six­hun­dred, and pages on My­Space of 2006
TRIS­TI­TIA LANGUOREM
I, SICKNESS
I EAT SADNESS
SAD­NESS SICKNESS
YOU CAPICHE?
WHAT’S THE PROBLEM
IS NOT A NAME BUT A THOUGHT? A BELIEF?
I AM NO PART OF YOUR SLAP­STICK SHOWS AND OTH­ER THE­ATRES AG­GRAN­DIZE­MENTS OF YOUR LO­CAL AFFAIRS
WHEN I MEET AND IS ELECT­ED THE PRINCESS OF FLANDERS
SHE WILL HAVE CRU­SAD­ER GENES
DO YOU
HAVE
A PROB­LEM HERE????

NOW
SHOW ME THE CARDS BE­HIND THE CURTAIN?
WHAT HAVE YOU GOT?
YOU WANT TO GET A CLASS PIC­TURE TAKEN?
I’m ALSO A PHOTOGRAPHER
BUT I SEL­DOM DO IT
I HAVE TO CON­CEN­TRATE REAL HARD

you read­ing this: Are one of my witnesses.
 
 

—tris­ti­tia languorem

Flom­mist Tris­ti­tia Lan­guorem eats tragedy. They have many names but it doesn’t change much the whole premise of the ideals. Antwerp, Bel­gium is where home is. It’s time for a fresh start. Copy­right © 2019 Tris­ti­tia Lan­guorem. Pho­to swiped from.

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