I’ve been harping on myself quite a bit. Fact is, today is not your life tomorrow.
You can say you have work the next day or school but unless you decide that’s where you’ll be – that’s not what it has to be. People find it hard to make that decision.
I make preferences like this – on so many things – and often I wonder if I’ll regret it. I get upset when it’s a real thing, like school or my art, I make a decision against that I really end up harping on myself.
So I try to perform some sort of art everyday. I’ve found doing these posts help.
I’ve found if I miss school, doing any type of school work and reading helps.
I write out I don’t know just to delete it because I feel I cannot tell you I don’t. Sometimes though, the answer is not there. That probably hurts the most.
Eventually though something gives you the answer. It does become found, at one point. What we then make of that answer makes our life.
Alley Scheffki, Work in progress, watercolour
—alley scheffki
Flommist Alley Scheffki is 22 years young, ‘I am the blue rose. Dies ist ein wunsch für freiheit.’ Copyright © 2016 Alley Scheffki.
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