will have some value

If you ask me what life is like right now it’s re­al­ly hard to describe. 

I said the oth­er night “hope­ful­ly, if I do enough that piece I gave will have some val­ue to it.”

Im­me­di­ate­ly the re­ply was stern “it al­ready has val­ue.”

There is cer­tain bounds I am try­ing to push. Most­ly they are my own chains, and as the pro­gres­sion for­ward keeps go­ing I ask my­self where am I go­ing? Back in re­ply once again I said “I’ll look back on this mo­ment in some years and ex­plain how it changed my whole life.”

And my eyes fill with tears from what I don’t know. I’m only try­ing to do what I be­lieve I was set out here to do.

Ask me what I’m do­ing here and I’ll tell you if it even matters.

I want to succeed.
 

—al­ley scheffki

Pho­tos: Scenes from Nor­cal Noise­fest XXI – fea­tured on FLoMM­CAST 12 and 13 –

Flom­mist Al­ley Schef­f­ki is 23 years young, ‘I am the blue rose. Dies ist ein wun­sch für frei­heit.’ Copy­right © 2017 Al­ley Schef­f­ki. Al­ley is also the dri­ving force and host of FLoMM­CAST.

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