watch the FLOMM trailer!
@FLOMMUS twitter! FLOMM instagram! FLOMM facebook! get FLOMM, play FLOMM! become a patron of the arts

THE BATTLE FOR MODeRN 1923

 chunks of flommus 
 SUBSCRIBE! 
 PATREON     RSS     EMAIL 

being in a relationship with me

What being in a relationship with me
and the impossibilities it withholds calls for is what has left me in a place of ignoring, letting in,
and no decisions.

See what being in a relationship with me
is like the late night sex when all of a sudden I’ve turned to terror, shaking, and telling you “you aren’t you.”

In nights like those; I’m having flashbacks triggered by sex.

It’s the annoying babe “I want a love letter” and the crying tears of all the stress I have on my shoulders.

Being in a relationship with me
is watching me become so intrinsically involved in a piece of art
– writing, painting, or capturing a photo –
with nothing but jealous left in you
because I’m not giving that much of myself to you.

Sometimes it’s the burned dinners
or the food that tastes like shit
because I decided to wing it.

I beg for you to take a bath with me.

I leave the TV on at night because I grew up that way and I fear most nights sleeping without it.

There are days you’ll see how cranky I am just being woken up.

And there is not a day without my pets.

I don’t live by a good schedule as I become unhappy with continuous repetition.

I get bored easy.

I’m rather restless if I don’t adventure sometime within the week.

I don’t have a mom anymore in and it’s shaped me, I guarantee you’ll hear about it.

I’m bad at pretending I’m happy, so you’ll know it by my silence or loud voice.

I wrote poetic bullshit to make the shitty things less shitty.

And this is the surface of what is buried underneath whatever shallow reasons you find on top to consider putting your time into me.

 

And people keep asking me what decision I have made on my relationship.

I have no decision.

 
 
 

—alley scheffki

Flommist Alley Scheffki is 22 years young, ‘I am the blue rose. Dies ist ein wunsch für freiheit.’ Copyright © 2017 Alley Scheffki.


FLOMM FEATURES SOME
of the brightest stars in our zeitgeist
but creating content across numerous platforms
needs a little audience participation

PLEASE CLIC BELOW to donate to the cause



JOIN THE MOUVEMENT !  GET EXCLUSIVE STUFF !


clic 「 HIER   」 to return to the DER TUNG front page
 

 

 
Der Tung
Posted
Fri 14 Jul 2017

FLOMM is a MODERN ART game app    art history resource    faux historical art movement
                                          that uses new media to generate interest in art history and education

FLOMM is a Trademark of Steve Mehallo, Elk Grove California 95758 USA. Copyright © Steve Mehallo. All rights reserved. FLOMM IS A SUPPORTER OF NON-VIOLENT ARTS EDUCATION.

flomm social media may contain explicit content foul language, questionable ideas, and art


Contact:

Required*   We can also be reached through FB